Thursday, September 18, 2008
melly is suppose to be happy. WHAT HAPPENED. so here are a couple of steps to reaching that goal:
1. lower my expectations. of everything. and everyone.
2. stop thinking so much, of all the what ifs.
3. stop thinking i can change anyone.
i miss my nephews! they'll make me smile. hope i'll get to see them on saturday.
why does life seem to revolve around studying and academics, no matter where i go? it's recess week next week but i'm kinda dreading it cos it means i have to do about a million and one projects and catch up with all my work and start revising.
ok i'm bored so i'm ranting. waiting for 11pm to come so i can watch the moment of truth. yes i need stupid reality shows to de-stress. haha.
silly silly me.
why do people change? why do situations change?
but whatever happens, God's in control. and He has His reasons. i guess that's the most important (and perhaps only) thing i have to remember.
hall situation's still not solved.
but whatever happens, i will no longer have to sleep in a lizard-infested room from october onwards.
and thank God for that.
sometimes when i'm super sad, i think that if God takes me away right now, it wouldn't be so bad. cos heaven will be a better place. no more crying, no more stress, no more hurt.
whenever you're crying and you feel like no one knows, God knows.
whenever you're upset and you feel like no one cares, God cares.
i miss my bf.
melly is suppose to be happy. WHAT HAPPENED. so here are a couple of steps to reaching that goal:
1. lower my expectations. of everything. and everyone.
2. stop thinking so much, of all the what ifs.
3. stop thinking i can change anyone.
i miss my nephews! they'll make me smile. hope i'll get to see them on saturday.
why does life seem to revolve around studying and academics, no matter where i go? it's recess week next week but i'm kinda dreading it cos it means i have to do about a million and one projects and catch up with all my work and start revising.
ok i'm bored so i'm ranting. waiting for 11pm to come so i can watch the moment of truth. yes i need stupid reality shows to de-stress. haha.
silly silly me.
watchin u;
at 7:43 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
why do people change? why do situations change?
but whatever happens, God's in control. and He has His reasons. i guess that's the most important (and perhaps only) thing i have to remember.
hall situation's still not solved.
but whatever happens, i will no longer have to sleep in a lizard-infested room from october onwards.
and thank God for that.
sometimes when i'm super sad, i think that if God takes me away right now, it wouldn't be so bad. cos heaven will be a better place. no more crying, no more stress, no more hurt.
whenever you're crying and you feel like no one knows, God knows.
whenever you're upset and you feel like no one cares, God cares.
i miss my bf.
watchin u;
at 4:56 AM